Who Are You?

whatever i like
is not necessarily be what you love
what i say
doesn't need to be what you think
and what i do
has got nothing to do with you

when i was in pain
were you there?
when i was struggling
were you even looking?
when i was crying
were you listening?
no, you weren't.

you're up there in the sky
and I'm still here on the land
but when you're back on the earth
should i bury myself down
just to make you feel higher?
no, i won't

i just wanna live
with love and peace
let me be who i am
because it's just the matter of time
before my life comes to an END

eagerly waiting for......

yes, it's been month since i wrote something on you, Mr. Blog. It's not that i forgot about you, i'm just terribly busy with so many things that i have to ignore you for a while. Now that i'm here, let me tell you what's new in my world.

Well, so many things have happened to me in past few months. And recently, i'm eagerly waiting for my new baby, a new ride. Expected to deliver in 1-2 weeks period, i hope it will take me closer to my Creator, not the other way around.

And the good thing is that we've moved back to TRJ, leaving the lonesome Merbok and it's residents. I'm happy that we're living in such great caring community. Hope it's the best for us, especially my family. My nieces, they are among the greatest gift and blessing from Allah and may Allah guides us raising them up.

May He guides me to the right path.. ameen.