She's doing it again. Creating an issue, and keeping away from me. I don't know, maybe it's just my feeling that makes me feel so bad. But frankly, she's not the old her anymore thanks to time.
Maybe it was my fault too, for acting like we're a couple while we're not. It's funny how I think she's so into me while she's not.
So, from now on, I have to find my old me. The one who was strong enough to avoid falling in love easily with a girl. If she's not into with me, then why should i act like she is?
It's just that I'm feeling too lonely that results me to be so desperately finding someone. Someone who can always be there whenever I need. Just face it.
But deep inside my heart, I do believe that there's someone who has been destined to be with me. It's just the matter of of time before I could know who she is. So, if I have to forget her then i would.
