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Feel to write something, but somehow don't know what to write about. Just now, i logged into my friendster account and bumped into some of my old friends' profiles. Looking at their pictures after years not seeing each other, makes me think about the old times. The times we had together. Most of them look different than before, the time we were together in secondary school.

Now after years, I'm glad that they still recall my name and my look. Proving that I'm still the same me that I used to be. For some of them, I don't even recognize their look nor the name as they're using different name for their profiles.

Back to the school times, I was a person who loves to keep myself out from the crowd. Lack of self confidence, I only had a few friends who was really befriended with me. Still remember their names and, sure, their look. Azad, Yusri, Wicit, Noriah were amongst who I really befriended with. Maybe that time I thought I have a very bad look, that's why my self-esteem vanished easily and I didn't have much friends. But now that I'm a grown up guy, I tend to learn that the look doesn't really has anything to do with my confidence. As long as I feel comfortable, then I'll get my confidence.

One of the things I've learnt from school times, never compare myself to another person. I am what I am, differently from what they are. If they think I look weird, I would say no, I look unique instead.

Anyway, really happy+amazed with some of them who has make it with their life. Some of them even has their own car and properties. And me? hehe. Still the same........